Faded

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Im faded, Im faded
not sure if I can make it
ooooooooo
Dont you cry for me
Honey Im not worth it
honey Im not worth it
Honey Im not worth it
Dont you cry for me

Im skipping through the days to come home
A million conversations autopilot stay flow
Im on one one one my mission, eyes down take note
Ive never liked you stay away from me dont rock the boat

This is the great escape from everything Ive ever hated
From all this figuring, this life shit that got me jaded
Faded all the time the doubting got me underrated
This is my mechanism moving forward isolated

Belated superficial gestures of a phony type
I come alive when Im incarcerated late at night
I wish that I could leave this soul destruction every night
That I could regress in an able bodied prototype

If that made sense Id leave him here to handle lesser business
Im immaterial but I still got things on the wish list
This is desire cant you hear it in my sleepless English
Id love the finer things but thats not being realistic
Ballistic, everybody goes when Im singing
Im sick of singing pain, so Im free broke and winging
and coming out my heart purer than the way Im living
maybe Ill see you, or maybe Ill just give in
Its just too much now, that Im all grown up
Ive been dragged through the dirt, now I should be blowing up
Still Im blowing, still Im blowing
and still I dont know where the hell I should be going

So I guess its just, live like this till my mind goes snap
no love, no drug could ever fill this gap
Yeah I live for the high till it all floods back
like the tears of the years that I cant get back

Im faded, Im faded
not sure if I can make it
ooooooooo
Dont you cry for me
Honey Im not worth it
honey Im not worth it
Honey Im not worth it
Dont you cry for me