This Time

[Em]I want to [G]hurt you and [D]don't know [A]why
[C]Though i know it's not like me
[Em]I can not [G]help it, [D]though I [A]try to [C]keep you away

[E]All this time i [G]thought I [D]knew who you [C]were
[E]But this time all your [G]words were just [D]lies for [A]demise
[C]And your thoughts were found [A7]unpure
[E]So when push comes to [G]shove i found [D]reasons
To not [A]work it out or r[C]elate
[E]And get off on the [G]fear that i [D]get when your [A]near
And the [C]problems that I [A7]create

[E]This time, I [G]think you'll [D]finally [A]see
[E]This time, I [G]will not [D]break
[E]This time, [G]I'm smart [D]enough to [A]know

There is only so much I'll take
[E]This time, [G]I'm gonna [D]make the [A]change
[E]This time, [G]you're in my [D]way
[E]This time, I [G]will not [D]play the [A]same [E]head trip [G]on the [D]game [A]that you [C]play

Unresolved situations esculate
Inside something brings me to push
To find out what you can take
When we run out of love and change seasons
With our lives together at stake
I'm aware of tears that I give when your near
And the confusion that I make

I want to hurt you and dont know why
I can not help it, though I try to keep you away

I want to hurt you
I don't want to lie